to go or not to go...

after six years of trying to fit in, 6 years of thinking i'll go somewhere and have my niche in this field...its only now that i've realized that this isn't my field, this isn't my turf.economics superseded one's passion as that was the cdall of time, and so i stay. the situation hasn't improve that much but will i have the courage now to let go? can i just let go and start all over again...from literally,scratch?
i had glaring booboos at work this year and its GLARING...what can i say, i have already reached the point of burn out here.do i still care? i don't know...i am not sure but one thing i know...i will survived nad will do better on my next life hahaha^^.

renovation

i'm thinking of redesigning my blog here...its been awhile since i have visited, moreso wrote here.i've done my formatting on paper and i hope to find somebody to help me develop my own site soon. it is important that you know people who knows, especially if a particular thing/field is not your expertise.^^ i am excited of the said prospect,i even had articles piled up already and i hope to start soo and accomplish this task before my birthday...what do you think?will i meet my deadline or what? well, lets wait and see.

long distance

be it in life, in running or in your relationship, long distance requires patience, tenacity and endurance. the motivation starts from within coz if you loose that will to finish the distance then you loose sight of the end and all the joys that could possibly come from it. as my sister said, life has a lot of "huhus" but God will keep pouring on "hahas" so keep your sight on focus and pray, always pray...because when all else fails, He will be the one who will carry you through it all and He will be the only one who will remain.